it's past midnight, and i can't sleep.
i've just downloaded gloria estafan's 'anything for you' which i am listening to as i type. that song always made me sad. even before i knew what it was like to really like someone and lose them. it's cheesy, it's 80's, it's miami sound machine. but it used to make me feel wistful in that addictive way that makes you pick a scab.
sometimes i think i'm addicted to nostalgia. the past is safe as you cannot change it, no matter how much you want to. you can beat yourself up as much as you want, but there is no pressure to deliver. and in hindsight, you forget some of the annoying quirks and the battle scares you gained trying to get there. everything looks great. it's like looking at a photograph of laughing people. all you capture is that moment of joy, of happiness.
i've just downloaded gloria estafan's 'anything for you' which i am listening to as i type. that song always made me sad. even before i knew what it was like to really like someone and lose them. it's cheesy, it's 80's, it's miami sound machine. but it used to make me feel wistful in that addictive way that makes you pick a scab.
sometimes i think i'm addicted to nostalgia. the past is safe as you cannot change it, no matter how much you want to. you can beat yourself up as much as you want, but there is no pressure to deliver. and in hindsight, you forget some of the annoying quirks and the battle scares you gained trying to get there. everything looks great. it's like looking at a photograph of laughing people. all you capture is that moment of joy, of happiness.
posted by londoncitizengirl at 4:31 PM
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