sliding down a dangerous slope

i saw chemistry boy last night.
we had both been struck but this epidemic that is incapacitating london this month. there is the awful groundhog day cold, and the vomit bug. thank goodness we had the former.

so he was meant to pick me up from the subway station. and i even caught a faster train in anticipation of seeing him sooner. only there was a problem with his cell and i ended up waiting for 30mins.

i was furious. furious at him, at his cell phone and mostly at me, for letting a guy get to me and treat me this way. but when i saw him i did cool off a bit. and after he kissed me i started to forgive him. really, how sad is that?

so we hung out, watched a movie, fell asleep during movie and went to bed. pretty good for a wednesday night really, despite the bad territory my psyche is now in.