i'm feeling a bit lost.

a melancholy mixture of loneliness and displacement.
i have a feeling it's from a whole lot of partying. but drug free partying, so it doesn't make sense. can alcohol and fun times alone give you a come down?

it's like an emptiness that nothing seems to be able to fill. something that doesn't feel like it can be fixed easily, and something that can only be mended by searching deep within myself to find that spark that will ignite the flame within to warm me again.