the one that got away and i stand quite close together when we talk.
the voices in my head wonder if actually it's me who stands really really really close to him whenever we're talking. i'm the one who's closing the deal. acting like a nerdy stalker.

or he just stands really closely to everyone he talks to, and i'm overanalysing this again.

i suppose it's good that i am not looking at him all the time so i do not know for sure that he stands really closely to everyone. maybe he just has really inclusive body language, and that's why you feel so special around him.

the fact that i'm reading so much into this is quite sad.

but it's just so sexy to be standing there with your limbs grazing each other's. or sitting with your knees touching. it's the little things that are exciting because they are teasing and full or potential. it all probably means nothing but because nothing is set and everything is suggestive your mind is free to make up anything it wants to, and it appreciates that tangent it can fly off.