sometimes you think you've grasped the notion that the guy you like has a girlfriend, and you should move on.

then it hits you that you really haven't come to grips with it, and you embarrass yourself a little. and you cringe a little, but that's all cool too. because it's all part of the learning experience.

you just hope that the stupid little things you do or say does not affect your friendships. it's too late to take it back, so you hope that everything's ok.

maybe if i keep telling myself everything's ok it will be.
yeah right.