it is me?

so now i'm talking to harry burns and he's worried that he may have inadvertently hurt me. gosh it's like my life is some sitcom. hurt me no, but dented my ego probably. i must never get drunk with men again.

savannah recently slept with someone from her work. and she felt weird because she felt that she can't have sex like a man, that somehow, without intending to, she gets hurt. after 10 malboros the past 30 mins, i feel like savannah. i don't want to get attached, but i guess i get attached before i got my clothes off.

i don't want him as a boyfriend, so why do i feel so wierd?