solo friday nights

it's friday and i'm home enjoying my own company.

the thing is, i'd rather be having a drink on some pavement, or even holed up in a cocktail bar with spy guy enjoying a martini indoors. it's warm, it's light, it's spring, and i'm alone.

i met a guy on earlier this week. it occurred to me after the champagne wore off that anyone who lives in conneticut is likely married with 2 kids under the age of ten. which, frankly, is spy guy's situation. but it has hit home that no one eligible is around, or no one baggageless is around. and given i told him to look me up on facebook, when i'm unsearchable on facebook, is probably all for the best. the last thing i need is to start enjoying and wanting sex with another married man. who, if he lives in ct, is probably married married, not separated married.

that's it. tomorrow i'm going out, and i'm going to go and enjoy a date with myself.